zaidrahhal.me · archive

I had a feeling you might check back here one day.

I didn’t take it down. Some things are too real to just delete.
Take your time. There’s no hurry.

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this page is still here for you

checking the time...

for my ramroomti ♡

Even in the quiet,
it’s still you.

I didn’t build this just for when things were easy

I built it because what we had mattered

every laugh, every late night, every version of us

and a door that never really locked

read what’s new ↓

added after the silence

things I didn’t text you

because I wanted to respect your space, not because I stopped caring.

typing a late night thought... from: zaid
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unsent drafts

the texts I typed and deleted

because I didn’t want to crowd your phone, even when you were on my mind.

ramroomti ♡ 2:14 AM
late night · draft history

iMessage...

recorded in the quiet · real voice note

if you called me at 2:00 AM

tap play to hear my actual voice note for you.

VOICE MEMO · FROM ZAID 0:00 / --:--

“tap play whenever you’re ready to listen...”

if your mind is loud tonight

breathe with me for 30 seconds

tap the circle whenever you feel overwhelmed or overthinking.

Keep a comfortable pace. Stop whenever you like.

still true

you never had to be perfect with me

Distance changes a lot of things, and heavy days make everything feel complicated. Look back through this page whenever the world gets loud—none of the care that built this disappeared just because things got hard.

I loved you as you were. Not just when everything was easy. all of you.

feature reel · 02:50

our little movie.

out of all the little moments life gave me, some of my favorites were with you.

zaid & rama · reel

press play · background music will pause automatically so you can hear the film ♡

the time capsule

39 little pieces of us

four years, in small moments. tap ↻ on any corner to flip the Polaroid over, tap ♡ to save a favorite, or tap the photo to enlarge.

2023where it all started
2024look at us bro 😭
2025more memories somehow
2026every chapter we wrote

unexposed memory · bonus frame

develop the hidden Polaroid

press and hold the dark frame below to slowly bring the memory into the light.

Hidden memory
press & hold to develop ✦

developing... keep holding

for whenever you need me

open when…

no dramatic speeches

what still holds true

I still hope your days are gentle and your mind is quiet at night.

I still listen if you ever feel like talking—without ego or blame.

I still don’t believe one hard chapter erases years of real love.

I still value the person you are, even from afar.

I still wouldn’t trade our memories for anything else.

the invisible thread

two orbits

drag the slider to bring the two stars closer together.

z
r

giving you all the space you need, without ever turning cold.

♡

ramroomti’s birthday

April 29

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where our story began

November 21, 2023

amman · tonight’s sky

Calculating tonight’s moon...

Different routines right now, still looking up at the exact same sky.

for nights when sleep is avoiding you

bedtime story for ramroomti

pick one. I’ll tell it like a tiny storybook.

muscle memory

things that still remind me of you

tap any of them. habits don’t just disappear overnight.

tap a pill above ♡

written in the quiet

connect the stars

tap each glowing star in the sky to trace our timeline.

tap the first pulsing star to begin ✦

hidden underneath

scratch the gold layer

use your finger or cursor to rub away the foil.

if nobody else tells you today

You are still the softest part of my memories.

No matter where life takes us, I’m always proud of you.

if you don’t feel like typing

leave a 1-tap check-in

tap how you’re feeling tonight—no words needed.

a thought for Zaid

leave a thought in the dark

If there’s something sitting heavy on your chest that you don’t want to text, write it here and release it into the stars.

no pressure · no expectations

leave a quiet light

If you made it down here and you don’t know what to say, tap the candle. You don’t have to text me until you’re ready—just let it glow for a second.

tap the candle to light it

one last note

ramroomti,

i know things aren't the way i wanted them to be.

and i know love alone doesn't mean two people can make everything work.

but i still believe the good parts of us were real.

i still smile at things that remind me of you.
sometimes without even realizing why.

i can't tell you what the future holds.
and i won't pretend i know what you feel.

but if someday we both find ourselves wanting to try again,
i'd want us to do it differently.
with more understanding, more patience, and more care.

until then, i respect the space between us.

i'm thankful for every beautiful little memory we made.

— Zaid

♡

still you.

some stories stay with us.
whatever comes next, i’m glad ours happened.

Zaid
kept alive with love for ramroomti

bedtime story for ramroomti

soundtrack tap to spin ♪